Post by julieanne on Jul 3, 2022 15:34:11 GMT
Finnally a chance to post ! Although half dead and going on black coffee at this point am delighted to say in the last 30 hours we've had 290 views of this thread! A all-time record ! Don't know if it's because FF is so slow or because my observations are so intelligent and funny ? I'm sure everyone reading this is nodding there head saying it's the last one :: :: :: My comments being so fantastic ! As a reward will say my first lesbian experience was at 13 and we didn't even know it was a actual sexual let alone lesbian experience . My cousin Francie and I were m'bating each other and the hormones just kicked in with us doing more and more .........and loving it ! ! She's married with kids now and despite all the presure is very happy underneath it all .
Sorry for the delay , they've had me running here for 8 hours now . One of the bartenders ( the lazy and wired Norm ) called in sick so I had to come in and work this huge luncheon for him . That went on till 2 p m or 1400 and after cleaning up it was 1530. After that had for some strange reason we had a big crowd in the bar , usually unles there's some sports event on the bar is empty but today we had a good crowd .Many from here for the huge ROLLING STONES CONCERT last nite out at Churchill Downs where they have the KENTUCKY DERBY every year . They were all surprised but real happy to know the STONES also stayed here last nite I was only now able to both take a shower and switch from the penguin suit into the black cocktail waitres dress and flats to work a fancy wedding later tonite . Am in the office eating a Chicken Ceaser Salad for dinner ( poured myself a coke and 2 merlots :: ) they sent up from the employee cafeteria and wanting to just go home . It really is work today , not having any fun at all.Too many hours , by the time I leave wll have been on my feet for about 15 hours :cry:
Too bad , I thought it was going to be a special nite . Planned to wear matching undies and garter belt which are incredabley sexxy along with these cool old seamed stockings I found at a thrift shop then stay ( for free , one of my friends is MOD this week -end :wink: ) the nite in one of the mini-suites .We'd planned to spend the morning acting like rich women , sending down to room service for breakfast then hitting the pool and steam room .But the undies and hose are home ( I'm in a whole lot less exotic but still very functional pair of support pantyhose I grabbed from my gf's drawer going out the door) and have NO interest in staying the nite no matter how wonderful breakfast in bed and the pool wud be ! The hotel feeling like a prison now . Now all I want to do is run from this place to be at home in my own bed !
The hotel cleaned up money wise with the ROLLING STONES . Don't know if it was them or the concert promoter but they paid huge amount for suites for each and every member of the group and few of there management people along with regular roms for other people from the tour .Then there were ALOT OF expensive meals and drinks and bottles of every kind of alcohol we carry ( always over-priced to begin with to insure a big profit :: ) for the 20 or so people with extra security ( about a dozen off -duty cops who were all over the place with radios ) and room service .The general manager stayed the nite and made sure it all went well . Haven't seen that tyrant so happy since he got from his big European vacation ( finding all sorts of trouble here waiting :: ) owing to all the money the hotel made and having his picture taken with Mick Jagger . A couple of the older tour members were in the bar , guys about 50-60 but with shoulder lenghth hair about 1a m . Guess after decades of doing these concerts they've had there fill of wild after -concert partys . Real mellow guys , loved the British accents :: More tomorrow !
On friday did have a pretty gut wrenching session with the social worker /analyst . This being resigned to failure is really ingrained in me . :cry: Yesterday we went over how no one ever tryed doing anything about it , my mom being to selfish to notice or care and all the schools I went to who always did have me seeing all kinds of mental health people were basically mainly interested in getting me not to make trouble in class instead of curing any neurosis .Too bad . All sorts of what the analyst said was negative reinforcement including no positve attention from my folks / authority figures along with divorces , alcoholism , and anarchy at home .My sisters were all just as bad or worse off too. I left seeing how there was never any hope for me and at the same time saw how all the wild stuff I have done was preordained by my sorry fate . The more I thought started wondering why I haven't committed suicide ( did try at 16 in the middle of a crisis ) and real surprised for some reason I was not a convict , hooker , or junkie . But lucky for me didn't feel doomed any more since I now understand why it all happened and how as I say despite myself I am still alive and also not a wreck like my sisters and about every other woman in my family .Actually I started to feel relived and feeling better . Just like the time at 8 I almost drowned not knowing how to swim but still being able to grab onto a tree branch hanging over the creek saving myself . I got another chance then which I think I have now in life. My gf and the analyst being the branch here . More tomorrow on that . 8)
So am going to finish now and get back to work . Got permission to leave in the uniform and will have a security take me to my car .At tonite's wedding work with the other woman bartender Cassidy who is gorgeous and also not looking & feeling like a exhausted wreck like moi . For some reason I despise her tonite ............... :twisted: ::
Sorry for the delay , they've had me running here for 8 hours now . One of the bartenders ( the lazy and wired Norm ) called in sick so I had to come in and work this huge luncheon for him . That went on till 2 p m or 1400 and after cleaning up it was 1530. After that had for some strange reason we had a big crowd in the bar , usually unles there's some sports event on the bar is empty but today we had a good crowd .Many from here for the huge ROLLING STONES CONCERT last nite out at Churchill Downs where they have the KENTUCKY DERBY every year . They were all surprised but real happy to know the STONES also stayed here last nite I was only now able to both take a shower and switch from the penguin suit into the black cocktail waitres dress and flats to work a fancy wedding later tonite . Am in the office eating a Chicken Ceaser Salad for dinner ( poured myself a coke and 2 merlots :: ) they sent up from the employee cafeteria and wanting to just go home . It really is work today , not having any fun at all.Too many hours , by the time I leave wll have been on my feet for about 15 hours :cry:
Too bad , I thought it was going to be a special nite . Planned to wear matching undies and garter belt which are incredabley sexxy along with these cool old seamed stockings I found at a thrift shop then stay ( for free , one of my friends is MOD this week -end :wink: ) the nite in one of the mini-suites .We'd planned to spend the morning acting like rich women , sending down to room service for breakfast then hitting the pool and steam room .But the undies and hose are home ( I'm in a whole lot less exotic but still very functional pair of support pantyhose I grabbed from my gf's drawer going out the door) and have NO interest in staying the nite no matter how wonderful breakfast in bed and the pool wud be ! The hotel feeling like a prison now . Now all I want to do is run from this place to be at home in my own bed !
The hotel cleaned up money wise with the ROLLING STONES . Don't know if it was them or the concert promoter but they paid huge amount for suites for each and every member of the group and few of there management people along with regular roms for other people from the tour .Then there were ALOT OF expensive meals and drinks and bottles of every kind of alcohol we carry ( always over-priced to begin with to insure a big profit :: ) for the 20 or so people with extra security ( about a dozen off -duty cops who were all over the place with radios ) and room service .The general manager stayed the nite and made sure it all went well . Haven't seen that tyrant so happy since he got from his big European vacation ( finding all sorts of trouble here waiting :: ) owing to all the money the hotel made and having his picture taken with Mick Jagger . A couple of the older tour members were in the bar , guys about 50-60 but with shoulder lenghth hair about 1a m . Guess after decades of doing these concerts they've had there fill of wild after -concert partys . Real mellow guys , loved the British accents :: More tomorrow !
On friday did have a pretty gut wrenching session with the social worker /analyst . This being resigned to failure is really ingrained in me . :cry: Yesterday we went over how no one ever tryed doing anything about it , my mom being to selfish to notice or care and all the schools I went to who always did have me seeing all kinds of mental health people were basically mainly interested in getting me not to make trouble in class instead of curing any neurosis .Too bad . All sorts of what the analyst said was negative reinforcement including no positve attention from my folks / authority figures along with divorces , alcoholism , and anarchy at home .My sisters were all just as bad or worse off too. I left seeing how there was never any hope for me and at the same time saw how all the wild stuff I have done was preordained by my sorry fate . The more I thought started wondering why I haven't committed suicide ( did try at 16 in the middle of a crisis ) and real surprised for some reason I was not a convict , hooker , or junkie . But lucky for me didn't feel doomed any more since I now understand why it all happened and how as I say despite myself I am still alive and also not a wreck like my sisters and about every other woman in my family .Actually I started to feel relived and feeling better . Just like the time at 8 I almost drowned not knowing how to swim but still being able to grab onto a tree branch hanging over the creek saving myself . I got another chance then which I think I have now in life. My gf and the analyst being the branch here . More tomorrow on that . 8)
So am going to finish now and get back to work . Got permission to leave in the uniform and will have a security take me to my car .At tonite's wedding work with the other woman bartender Cassidy who is gorgeous and also not looking & feeling like a exhausted wreck like moi . For some reason I despise her tonite ............... :twisted: ::